How long will I love you?

Mother's day came and gone. That night, I kept holding on to the photo. I ask myself, "how long?" How long do I have to carry this burden? The burden of losing someone dear. I been keeping myself busy to starve off these moments, making them few and far in between.

But you know, sometimes, just sometimes, you have to face the reality. 

So how long will I love you mum? As long as I don't have to lose you.